follow the yellow freak toad

creeping laziness + attention deficit disorder + chronic depression + blatant indifference + lofty ambitions = constant disappointment

No, I can never be the hero I've always aspired to be. It takes commitment and determination and courage and all the other exemplary qualities that parents want their children to have. Sadly, those are the very things I lack. No motivation, so nothing progresses. Maybe in another life, where there are not too many screws loose to bring the whole framework come crashing down in the most bittersweet way. I'm inclined to say I'll just live my life the way I want to, but that's where the fault lies.

Oh how I wish things were different but with one look I can tell.

The first thing my sister got in London was diarrhoea. She also got me a cool black t-shirt with "London" scribbled on the front. Very chic, very avant-garde, very post-modernist. She must be homesick by now (or maybe her newfound freedom is exactly what she's been waiting for all these years), but the term's started for her so she should be be pretty occupied. She's gonna be a doctor, which is so cool. I hope she makes the cut; there's so much pressure on her to succeed I can't imagine what I'd do in her shoes. But it was her decision to go, so I don't think it would pose a problem for her. If anything, she was built for this.

Manchester United 4 - Arsenal 2
Sweet, sweet victory. Now, to claim the top spot from Chelsea (although it seems Jose Mourinho's boys are destined to win the title this season). Although the Champions League cup would be a nice consolation. Chelsea could, of course, win everything. Now that's a scary thought.

PLAYLIST

Meet Me In The Bathroom -- The Strokes

Snowblind -- System Of A Down

Thinking Of A Dream I Had -- The Walkmen

No Leaf Clover -- Metallica

Slow Hands -- Interpol